It happened 5 days before. I started to feel nauseous in the morning. I thought it was just gas for the constant burps, as usual. On the 16th October 2012, i could not get up from my bed because i am too nauseous. I went to a nearest clinic and told the doctor of my situations. She told me to carry on with a pregnancy test. So, she gave me a urine sample cup and the attendance lead me to the door. I was nervous because a similar situation had happened before. After i gave the urine sample, i sat and prayed (in the waiting area) to Allah to grant me the strength to accept anything that would come next. Then, i went into the doctor's office. She told me that I AM PREGNANT. I look at the gadget called 'pregnancy test' thingy and two lovely bars showed up.
At that moment, there were 2 feelings mixed up inside of me. First is relief and shocking. So i asked the doctor to call my husband. She called him and told him our baby is 6 weeks old. The doctor gave back my HP.
Husband :6 minggu, lama tu
Me: Ha'ah lama tu. (dalam mode BLUR)
Husband: Hati2 drive balik rumah tu. Nanti kita bincang bila abang sampai rumah.
Me: Okay.
Outside of the doctor's office, as i waited for the meds... reality strikes me. I'm now carrying a life inside of me. That feeling is overwhelming and i started to get teary eyes. i took deep breaths and told myself "not going to cry at the clinic"
Went home and the adventure BEGINS~
